Mon, 08 May 2006 20:20:59 GMT

I'm so lonelyyyyyy. Derek is always at work now, trying to get things organized for his replacement, it's sad, I never see him anymore, we're like two ships passing in the night.

we haven't had sex in over two weeks, and in Derek and Frankie land, that's pratically an eternity, I've even been reduced to using my vibrator for the first time since we've been together, it's very sad, I want to feel loveddddddd.

In no time we'll be in San Francisco, and we'll have new lives and be a happy normal family with our adorable puppy, in our adorable apartment close to Derek's new job and my school, and Derek is going to teach me how to drive and we're going to be domestic and lovey, it's adorable.

I feel so bad for my friend Dan right now, he really doesn't deserve all this crap Brendon is putting him through, not that I've ever met the kid, but whatev, I don't like him for hurting my Danny, and it makes me sad that it was with Professor Mitchell, because he's like my favorite professor ever. ~~and he's pretty much sexy.~~ besides my Derek that is, when he stops neglecting me. :-(

blahhhhhhh. homework time. so not excited.

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 08:05:22 GMT

Today was a good day.

I'm happy today.

Breathing is the hardest thing I do